There is no normal - it is what is good for you ! My Dad died last Monday and I have felt periods of complete relief and then overwhelmed at life without him . I can definitely sympathise with you . Sending you virtual support !My poor dad finally stopped fighting and died 3 hours ago. Not sure how I feel. Sad obviously but also relieved hes not struggling and suffering any more. Is this normal?
Welcome to TPHi, I lost my grandfather last Monday evening and I can totally relate to how you feel. I almost feel guilty for being so happy that he has left us now.... but I am happy that he is free of his disease and the torment it brought him xxx