I just don't know what to do, I need help and my care worker is brilliant she is helping me get care allowance, this morning I had a form from the council for a cares assessment and I know that's a good thing ,but Peter keeps saying there is nothing wrong with him but he is getting worse I can't go out I worry about leaving him now and there is nobody to stay with him. My children work so it's no good asking them, I would just like someone to sit with him while I go out ,my son is great and will come at weekends but my daughter is always unvailable it not fair to put it all on my son he works 12 hour days and only sees is family at weekend, when he came this Sunday he was so upset because his dad did not know him and the children Peter said to me all these people who are they he does not know anyone now except me he dont know my name but I am his wife h e did call me da and yesterday he said it I was so happy, I know I am just going on but I need help so bad but something is holding me back I don't know what I just feel so bad please help me if you can sorry I am just rambling on again Christmas