Hello again
The CP visited the home and says the problems she is having are yet another symptom of her AD. He gave the home lots of tips to help her and I know they will do all they can to help her, they are lovely people.
He says she is now entering the final stages. He explained that all the AD patients vary in the symptoms they have and as Mum is calm most of the time and seems relaxed, he is confident she will eventually stop worrying about her throat. I wish I could.
For the first time yesterday when I visited, she greeted me as she would a complete stranger instead of the usual warm kiss and hug I always get from her.
Although she was having her usual type of one-sided chat with me, she was distant and when I left made no attempt to kiss or hug me back,for the first time in my life I felt rejected by her, silly I know but that 's how I felt.
She seems to have withdrawn into herself more and become detached.
I came home and wept buckets, not usual for me but I felt better afterwards.
I miss my Mum!
Kathleen
The CP visited the home and says the problems she is having are yet another symptom of her AD. He gave the home lots of tips to help her and I know they will do all they can to help her, they are lovely people.
He says she is now entering the final stages. He explained that all the AD patients vary in the symptoms they have and as Mum is calm most of the time and seems relaxed, he is confident she will eventually stop worrying about her throat. I wish I could.
For the first time yesterday when I visited, she greeted me as she would a complete stranger instead of the usual warm kiss and hug I always get from her.
Although she was having her usual type of one-sided chat with me, she was distant and when I left made no attempt to kiss or hug me back,for the first time in my life I felt rejected by her, silly I know but that 's how I felt.
She seems to have withdrawn into herself more and become detached.
I came home and wept buckets, not usual for me but I felt better afterwards.
I miss my Mum!
Kathleen