back again be on holiday with mothering law to say it was a relaxing holiday is an under statment felt like a babysitter as she has the same problem as my mum.my mum comes out of hospital on tuesday her condition has got worse plus she has cancer as well., she looks very frail and grey did not want this last thing to happen wanted her to died pain free, sometime your head is screaming with anger why do they have to go this way so many tears that are there but you have to be strong tears will come later.