Wrote pre christmas mum had a stage two pressure ulcer was very poorly but with excellent care the ulcer is healing however maybe as a result of the infection has become so very very tired and despite us trying to guage whats happening trying to keep her socialing getting her up 3times a day then twice and then once a day using a cradle hoist it has all become too much for her she has a hospital pressurised mattress air flowing thro etc to lessen more pressure soes she is still moved every two hours. She no longer holds my hand there is no strength i hold hers. I cant hug and cuddle her as i used to she just lies eyes rolling and her breathing is laboured. She is still eating her pureed meals and accepting the thicken drinks. Each day i think could be our last but im told she could go on for sometime yet.i am like a piece of elastic getting tighter a nd tighter waiting for her release from this poor quality of life.she is not screaming in pain. She is calm and comfortable and can still raise a very week smile. There is a lot to be thankful for but Im so very distressed again .sorry i just have to share my feelings and i know many of you can relate to this for which im gratefil to TP for this forum thanks xxxx