Hello everyone! I’d like to share my experiences in the hope it could help others and I desperately need support as I try and come to terms with the fact that my darling mum does have dementia. Although she has not been diagnosed it is beyond a shadow of a doubt dementia - mid stages. My mum has been badly let down by the memory clinic she attended - we currently have zero support .. The grief I feel is beyond anything I’ve ever experienced it hurts so much - I’m hoping that by writing this down it will help me begin to accept the situation. I was with mum today she still lives alone in her house and by the end of the visit she didn’t know me - I’m not sure how I will ever come to terms with this? Mums symptoms fluctuate from her being semi like herself but with “elements” of her symptoms which I find alarming and disturbing I’m still trying to understand WHY this is happening to her? I just don’t know how I’m going to carry on seeing her further deteriorate, watching her suffer. I’m so so angry.