...and I don't want to go. I don't want to see her, don't want the horrors of dementia in my life. Don't want the responsibility for someone I'm not even sure I care about. So right now I am procrastinating, as I do at this time every week. There's a while to go yet, I have to go to the Post Office and do some shopping first, but those things are just a 5 minute walk. So I will go and do my chores then return to procrastinate some more.