i am struggling so much losing my beloved mum to pneumonia. She passed away over three weeks ago and I always thought I’d be prepared for the day but while I got through the funeral I am now distraught without her. She lived at home and I took care of her. I know I was lucky to have her so long and I try and think of the positives but I lost my father just over a year ago and they were devoted to one another. I never thought I’d lose her so soon. It feels like too much to cope with but I’m comforted they are now together. I feel so different and I’m trying hard to ‘pull myself together “.