It's the first Xmas without my mam she died in June ! Every year for he past 3years I would go and cook her and my brother they're Xmas dinner , but this year I'm going to my sons ! I have just watched a DVDs called still Alice ! It's a real good watch ! She looses her memory just like my mother did ! I saved it to watch until this morning ! It tugs on the heart strings but it puts it all into perspective ! So now it's time to move on in the new year and try my utter most not to get dementia as I am 65yrs Young myself ! Mam was 90yrs Young when she died ! It's a long goodbye ! I miss her so much ! Anyhow for everyone out there have a nice Xmas day ! Take care X X