Dear all,
i am new in this site my story is simple
My grandmother has alzheimer for 8 years already and i am the only one in the family that she still knows, everytime i go to see her i feel scared that she might have forgoten me and there isnt once that i leave her there in the nursing home with a broken heart.
Since i was young my grandmother was everything i had and still today she is all i got and the only one i love with all my heart.
She has being getting worst but recently its being much harder the feeling that i can lose her at anytime is very painfull and wouldnt know what to do if she wasnt here with me anymore.
Tjere is not a day that i dont fall asleep with the fear that a phone call will be waking me up ......
I dont know but the connection we have is very strong and its being really hard at this time in my life to cope and its taking over me...
She was always a very strong woman she worked hard took care of me done everything and now seeing her like this with no dignity its not fair she doesnt deserve wish i could take her pain away....and to be with her for the rest of my life i could not live without her..
thanks
i am new in this site my story is simple
My grandmother has alzheimer for 8 years already and i am the only one in the family that she still knows, everytime i go to see her i feel scared that she might have forgoten me and there isnt once that i leave her there in the nursing home with a broken heart.
Since i was young my grandmother was everything i had and still today she is all i got and the only one i love with all my heart.
She has being getting worst but recently its being much harder the feeling that i can lose her at anytime is very painfull and wouldnt know what to do if she wasnt here with me anymore.
Tjere is not a day that i dont fall asleep with the fear that a phone call will be waking me up ......
I dont know but the connection we have is very strong and its being really hard at this time in my life to cope and its taking over me...
She was always a very strong woman she worked hard took care of me done everything and now seeing her like this with no dignity its not fair she doesnt deserve wish i could take her pain away....and to be with her for the rest of my life i could not live without her..
thanks