Thankyou, that means a lot
Thankyou@pixie2 I'm so sorry to hear your sad news. My condolences to you and yours.
No, it's not awful not to want to clap anymore, it's very much understandable under the circumstances. You are grieving and need to do so in your own way.
XxI am so sorry, Pixie, I too have just lost someone so close to my heart.
It is hard to go and clap, the first time I did it was so hard to face the neighbour's,
I found that it helped me more than I thought.
With this lockdown everything is surreal, the plans have to be different, I am glad you were able to say goodbye. It helps so much.
My heart goes out to you. Be kind to yourself, there is no right or wrong way to grieve. X