Well its been an eventful holiday time. Christmas being great then the complete crash down afterwards...which took about 3 days to get under control. Leading up to New Years eve have been keeping things as calm as can be so the boys could go out and partying without worrying about me at home with dad. So off I went to bed at 2130 with O/H medicated (all medication secretly given in food so we don't have a repeat of the downturn over christmas). Well all settled was feeling a little blue we have always done something to bring in the new year however it was a small sacrifice so that the boys could go out knowing we were safely tucked in bed. Come 12 midnight fireworks were in full force outside and all I could do was pray they would stop so has O/H did not wake up, fortunately the medication must have knocked him for six and I managed to get through half an hour of rockets and bombs going off.
Happy New Year to everyone!
Other half is out wandering at the moment in his pyjamas without warm clothing, refuses to wear jacket....freezing outside but what can I do. Will give him some time and if I find him coax him back.
This year is going to be our toughest year and the strength required to see these days through is going to be hard. Just when we think things are bad we have managed to somehow seen daylight. On other days when things seem so normal it all goes pear shaped. No one can predict what is going to happen the medication helps to an extent but even when given it seems sometime it has no effect. I have 3 young educated men to help me and my little man but even they are baffled by what goes on everyday or should I say hourly. My heart goes out to each and every one of us this crossword puzzle has no correct answers........
Happy New Year to everyone!
Other half is out wandering at the moment in his pyjamas without warm clothing, refuses to wear jacket....freezing outside but what can I do. Will give him some time and if I find him coax him back.
This year is going to be our toughest year and the strength required to see these days through is going to be hard. Just when we think things are bad we have managed to somehow seen daylight. On other days when things seem so normal it all goes pear shaped. No one can predict what is going to happen the medication helps to an extent but even when given it seems sometime it has no effect. I have 3 young educated men to help me and my little man but even they are baffled by what goes on everyday or should I say hourly. My heart goes out to each and every one of us this crossword puzzle has no correct answers........