Hello. This is my first message. I have been Mum's full-time carer for over a year now. She was diagnosed with Alzheimers around November 2005. Her deterioration has been quick and significant. She was given a mental agilitity test and was prescribed Aricept. Some months down the line poor Mum began to fall. This resulted in her being admitted to hospital (a three week stay). Aricept was stopped at that time to access if this could possibly be the reason for her falls - it was decided this was not the case. After leaving hospital a second mental test was given and her score was below the base line for prescribing Aricept, so consequently no reinstatement of the drug for Mum. Mum and Dad live very near to me. Dad is 90 and although he has his own various health blips, he is so good for Mum...so patient and loving. Mum has an obsession with loo visits, whether she needs to 'go' or not, and if I'm not with them when she asks for help to 'get up' Dad will do his best to help her to the loo. Mum uses a walking frame, she cannot walk about the house now without help and support. Dad called me about an hour ago, another fall for Mum, she hasn't hurt herself this time. I have picked her up and settled her back to bed. I cannot get back to sleep, so this is the reason for posting this message at this time of the morning! I feel so sad... this is a Mum who, until this dreadful disease took hold was the lady who held the family together, was very fit and healthy, did so much for everybody, gave special Birthday teas for my Sister, Brother and myself and our partners. A wonderful, loving, family oriented, Mum. ...and now cannot do anything for herself. I love Mum so much, I want to continue to do all I can for her... it's hard going sometimes, it takes its toll. There is so much more I could go on about, some issues that have made me quite depressed, but nothing will stop me giving Mum (and Dad) the dignity that they both deserve in such a very difficult period of their lives. I would love to hear from any of you out there. Harriett