yesterday was a nightmare I didn't think it could be any worse but I was wrong today was. Edna started on me the minute I walked in the door, she did not want to go out with me only dad, my reply was ok we will see, she stuck to her guns and we did not get out.
but anything I said was wrong, I am sorry to say that I lost it and shouted back at her. Edna keeps going on about being being on her own and we are all ganging up on her, we never ask how her family is etc but she does not, know they never come to see her in the heat of it I gave her the phone and told her to phone her son and see if he cares because he doesnt, I have said some terrible things to her and now feel so bad I know she will not remember but I do. on my way out she said are you coming tomorrow its been lovely to see you ( has it )we did take to chance today to talk to her about the hospital appoinment on thursday but her reply was if I don't want to go then I won't.
I was still in a temper so my reply was we just let them put you in a home which did not go down very well, she then said she was going to live on her own but could not understand why she couldn't I tried to tell her she wouldn't be able to as she carn't look after herself, her reply was I can but soon declined when I said you can cook today's tea. sorry for ranting on I feel so down and could cry for the world, my hubbie its trying to support me but hes getting fed up of it all
but anything I said was wrong, I am sorry to say that I lost it and shouted back at her. Edna keeps going on about being being on her own and we are all ganging up on her, we never ask how her family is etc but she does not, know they never come to see her in the heat of it I gave her the phone and told her to phone her son and see if he cares because he doesnt, I have said some terrible things to her and now feel so bad I know she will not remember but I do. on my way out she said are you coming tomorrow its been lovely to see you ( has it )we did take to chance today to talk to her about the hospital appoinment on thursday but her reply was if I don't want to go then I won't.
I was still in a temper so my reply was we just let them put you in a home which did not go down very well, she then said she was going to live on her own but could not understand why she couldn't I tried to tell her she wouldn't be able to as she carn't look after herself, her reply was I can but soon declined when I said you can cook today's tea. sorry for ranting on I feel so down and could cry for the world, my hubbie its trying to support me but hes getting fed up of it all