I'm finding it hard going to day. I just found out my special friend Lee Caron Bass who helped me through my cancer as well as fighting hers lost her battle and died on the 19th after a two year plus fight. I only found out today and the funeral has already took place. She was only 43 years old and so full of life and courage. Lee pulled me up when i was down and kept me going saying we can beat it even though she was so very ill her self. She was a truly inspirational person who cared more about others then her self just like my mother. Im up and down all the time and wish i could change places with them both. They deserve to live more than me.
Simon, no-one deserves to live more than you. Look at what you did for your mum. You have learnt a lot during the process of supporting your mum, you are a valuable and experienced person. You have been a star. You are rightly sad and grieving, but you definitely deserve to live, and your mum will want you to have a happy life after all you have done for her. Lots of us are grievin for lost loved ones. Join the club. We will all survive it together.