Hi to all,
Apologies for my long absence.
I've tried to write so many times but I seem to have lost all ability to communicate.
I've been catching up on some of the 'Dealing with Loss' threads and they have touched me deep inside. I've wept buckets, which is just what I needed to do. I mostly feel numb and go about my days in a fog.
I miss the times when TP was such a comfort to me, it warms my heart to see so many old friends still here, supporting each other. Thank you for that.
I've been looking at the planned trip to York, which sounds good. I don't want to say I'd like to join you, as I did that with Launde Abbey and then backed out.
I'm getting by one day at a time, missing Nats far more than I could ever have dreamt. We were not a Love's young dream" kind of couple but we rubbed along from the day I met him aged 16 till he died when I was 58. We loved, we laughed, we fought! He was my life and I miss him.
I know you understand and that helps.
Much love Bastan. xx
Apologies for my long absence.
I've tried to write so many times but I seem to have lost all ability to communicate.
I've been catching up on some of the 'Dealing with Loss' threads and they have touched me deep inside. I've wept buckets, which is just what I needed to do. I mostly feel numb and go about my days in a fog.
I miss the times when TP was such a comfort to me, it warms my heart to see so many old friends still here, supporting each other. Thank you for that.
I've been looking at the planned trip to York, which sounds good. I don't want to say I'd like to join you, as I did that with Launde Abbey and then backed out.
I'm getting by one day at a time, missing Nats far more than I could ever have dreamt. We were not a Love's young dream" kind of couple but we rubbed along from the day I met him aged 16 till he died when I was 58. We loved, we laughed, we fought! He was my life and I miss him.
I know you understand and that helps.
Much love Bastan. xx