I just feel like closing my eyes & going to sleep am so fed up today . Thought mum was coming home next week , but to day my brother soon to be key worker & CPN came around ,to talk about him morning into housing support turn out his housing support is not 24 care , as key worker took one look at him & said that’s what he needs so there having a meeting today to talk about it,CPN said that she did try high level housing support ,but was true down for funding, my daughter’s want him to go ,because of his hygiene/ drink problem the lot long story. So phone mum social worker, who was annoyed at CPN as she did say brother was going on 15 now CPN saying she did not say that & still waiting for funding, she lying . So mum social worker going to photo her CPN & then phone me my social worker say that mum really should not be at care home ,because she not that bad, I can’t care for both of them & am trying to not feel guilty , that guilty monster ,that I have heard it be called on TP , I could put him in to a B/B ,but he would not cope , brother no that & is scared himself, mum thinks she coming home, not going to tell her anything tonight when I see her ,shall wait & see what happen tomorrow , sorry to go on ,but its been playing on my mind all day around, around . Holding back the tears as I am not alone at home . Hi to all new people , have not pop in your threads to say Hi , just don't feel up to it sorry .