Social Services have been out and doing all sorts. I cant take it all in but have been told not to worry they are putting a care package in and also talked with neighbours so getting visitors. Also got book to write everything down, my things to do and my thoughts etc. I am so far down there is only one way to go, that is up. I have received great warmth from all here and you have all helped and I cannot thank you all enough. The first entry in my book is to come here for warmth. Sorry that is the only word I can find to describe what I have found here. I feel all alone and even more lost and crying all the time, any act of kindness leaves me crying my eyes out. I am sorry if what I am writing is so disjointed I am just, I dont know how to put it but I am sure some one here will know what I mean.