After months of broken nights and weeks of not being able to leave Gary on his own, not being able to go to the loo without him trying to get into the bathroom or do anything in the house without him hovering near me, watching, panicking if I go out to the dustbin and forget to tell him what I'm doing, I've been offered a sitter for two hours, two days a week and a place at a day hospital one day a week for assessment! I feel like I've won the lottery at the moment and if things change later and he can't continue with what's on offer at least I've got some help now, I just need to make the most of it!