Thanks @kindred, Geraldine, I always love your posts.Sweetheart, of course you matter, of course you are important, ever so important to us. It's a very hard existence. It's too hard really. It is an honourable existence, to allow someone else to be in this world, as you are, but it is relentless and just too hard, I know, you know I know.
All thoughts and sympathy and with you in spirit.
Sweetheart, I know we call it hosting and all that, but most of us put on a good show for other people, it's what we do, and it wears us out. I think so called hosting is just that really, we all make an effort to be sociable when we have to. love and thoughts, Kindred, aka Geraldinexxxxxx
And yes, we do make an effort in front of others, and that is exactly what my husband does in front of visitors, family, medics. It’s just me he doesn’t seem to make an effort for anymore, I guess he doesn’t feel he has to.
I still have the Marilyn Monroe vision in my mind thinking about you...
Thanks for the vision, love B xx