Help me... please...
My Dad is getting a lot worse and I am struggling so much as I have NO support from my brother or family.... My brother has been unbelievably cruel and unsupportive and just insults and criticise me on a daily basis as he doesn’t think I do anything??!!! I work a 12hr day then come home and care for my Dad (I live with Dad) and have cared for him for 4.5 years with zero support…. In fact, one of my aunts reported me to social services for not ironing dad’s shirt!!!! Do you know why… because I was too busy clearing up dads faeces from all around the house (he messes himself once a week, sometimes more, and smears it around the house and then refuses to bath). I’m sorry to be direct/crude but I am at the end of my tether…
My Fiancé walked out on me because of the pressure we were under as a couple (as in no time alone or privacy) and I confess I am constantly stressed out as dealing with Dad’s illness is like Groundhog day, same routine, same conversation, every day/night + Dad has got worse so he gets angry and verbally abusive and he is delusional, for example, he tells me his bed it wet, when it isn’t, and I have to re wash and change a perfectly fine bed (adding to my workload).
I am currently seeing 2 x counsellors to help me cope with Dad’s illness.
I am due to go on holiday for 5 days in September (my first break in a year) and not one of my highly critical family will look after dad so I need to organise a care home for him… I know he will hate it and reckon he will try to walk out! In fact, I am 95% sure that he will try to leave…
I feel sick to the stomach of putting dad in a home… it truly breaks my heart and I feel guilt ridden… but maybe it’s time to consider it as I’m sure if dad wasn’t ill, he wouldn’t want me to sacrifice my relationships and mental health….
What do you think? Help me please xx
My Dad is getting a lot worse and I am struggling so much as I have NO support from my brother or family.... My brother has been unbelievably cruel and unsupportive and just insults and criticise me on a daily basis as he doesn’t think I do anything??!!! I work a 12hr day then come home and care for my Dad (I live with Dad) and have cared for him for 4.5 years with zero support…. In fact, one of my aunts reported me to social services for not ironing dad’s shirt!!!! Do you know why… because I was too busy clearing up dads faeces from all around the house (he messes himself once a week, sometimes more, and smears it around the house and then refuses to bath). I’m sorry to be direct/crude but I am at the end of my tether…
My Fiancé walked out on me because of the pressure we were under as a couple (as in no time alone or privacy) and I confess I am constantly stressed out as dealing with Dad’s illness is like Groundhog day, same routine, same conversation, every day/night + Dad has got worse so he gets angry and verbally abusive and he is delusional, for example, he tells me his bed it wet, when it isn’t, and I have to re wash and change a perfectly fine bed (adding to my workload).
I am currently seeing 2 x counsellors to help me cope with Dad’s illness.
I am due to go on holiday for 5 days in September (my first break in a year) and not one of my highly critical family will look after dad so I need to organise a care home for him… I know he will hate it and reckon he will try to walk out! In fact, I am 95% sure that he will try to leave…
I feel sick to the stomach of putting dad in a home… it truly breaks my heart and I feel guilt ridden… but maybe it’s time to consider it as I’m sure if dad wasn’t ill, he wouldn’t want me to sacrifice my relationships and mental health….
What do you think? Help me please xx