Hi I am new to the forum hope I am using it correctly, I am full time carer to my hubby had to take early retirement last Dec .He was diagnosed with early on set Alz 2015 age 57 our lives like others changed from that day the decline has been rapid the past two years he is at the stage he needs to be prompted when eating toileting is a nightmare he needs to be prompted to pee it takes him ages to have one , showering he hates I am his only carer we have no help whatsoevet SW have him allocated but have not been in contact no resources altho I have called them they say they will get back there is no early on set support groups in our area we can go to I am at the stage I could run altho I wont I get angry at times and have raised my voice I know I shouldnt and feel awfull when I have he cannot help how he is I looked after his mum even when I was working she had Alz too died last year she was in CH past 4 years but I seemed to have more patience with her ...I at times feel as tho I am outside looking in at myself cant go out on my own no one to care for OH even for an hour I feel I am in limbo