I'm 16 years old and my dad is 54 with moderate (nearing later stages of Alzheimer's). He was showing symptoms from 46 so when when I was 8 but didn't get a diagnosis until he was 50 so I was 12. Life has been so hard from that point, I went through bullying at school because I was depressed about my dad and didn't speak to people who were supposed to be my friends, they bullied me the most. As the 4 years have passed dad has got progressively worse and it upsets me and makes me cry all the time. I'm so angry with him for getting Alzheimer's even though it's not his fault but sometimes It makes me feel better to blame him for it. Honestly it doesn't feel like I have a dad anymore, I am more of a parent to him than he is to me. I dress him, make him food, do most things for him. These days he acts like a child and I can't get over that, it's horrible and I hate it. He's not my dad now, he's someone totally different and I struggle to cope with that. When I was younger he would never lay a finger on me or even shout at me but he now makes me cry by doing this. He shouts in my face and slams a door only cm's Infront of my nose, even when I haven't said anything nasty to him. I can't cope with any of this, I'm at a time where I really need my dad but I feel like I haven't got him...