Hi. I'm new to the site! Im a carer for my mother who has picks disease. The disease is progressing extremely fast. She is 61 and was diagnosied at 59. She is in full time nursing care but I visit and take her out most days until late. Over last week multiple seizures, disorientation and has become aggresive and making accusations that staff and residents are taking her stuff and been cruel to her. She makes allegations against myself and has no recognition I'm her daughter but refers to me as her twin. She is always telling me she dosnt like me and she has become aggressive, agitated and violent. I'm Trying my very best to tell myself she's having a bad day or she is tired but it is really hard when she demands so much of me. I don't understand her disease entirely and it is killing me to watch the rapid deterioration. She refuses food and drink, she will only eat sweet food when it suits. This is becoming less and her weight is deteriorating, she is distressed, unkempt as she refuses any personal care, aggressive, obsessive, lacks inhinabitions, empathy ect.... Language is becoming very difficult for her to understand and convey. I have been told She will become mute eventually. I feel guilty all of the time and so extremely sad for her, I'm exhausted,and feel an obligation to see her most days to ensure she is ok! I feel my life Revolves around my mother and her care. Please please if anyone can advise me how to stop feeling so bad! I love my mum so much but she just abuses me and this has become more apparent recently. She is so tormented I can see it in her eyes. I know deep down she is moving towards later stages of the disease but I just cant except I'm watching her die in this awful way as so much of her is still here. Picks disease is the most horrible cruel disease. Im loosing my mum and watch her daily suffering. It is killing me !