Greetings, it is been a long time since I've been here. And I need to be here, amongst people understand what I'm going through. Long story short, through an increase in my aricept, I saw clarity that I haven't experienced in a very long time. I stopped doing all the things that helped me relate to my illness, kept me grounded, and help others understand what it's like to live with this disease.
Well, I thought I was better. Denial does strange things to people. Everyone around me kept commenting how well I was doing, so it was easy to fall in with what everybody was saying thinking that I was well again. Unfortunately we all know, that can't happen....
slowly I got overwhelmed, I started having memory episodes, my brain was short circuiting, I stop sharing with people, being angry with those around me because I felt powerless. everything came crashing down. I'm not in a very good place, and I've taken my family hostage with my behavior .... I have caused such havoc around me. I've hurt those closest to me and I feel terrible !
So, I'm trying to reestablish my life by coming back here and with the help of my husband, doctors and coucelors. Step one of any problem is admitting there's a problem and that I'm powerless over it ......
Thank you so much for being here.....
Well, I thought I was better. Denial does strange things to people. Everyone around me kept commenting how well I was doing, so it was easy to fall in with what everybody was saying thinking that I was well again. Unfortunately we all know, that can't happen....
slowly I got overwhelmed, I started having memory episodes, my brain was short circuiting, I stop sharing with people, being angry with those around me because I felt powerless. everything came crashing down. I'm not in a very good place, and I've taken my family hostage with my behavior .... I have caused such havoc around me. I've hurt those closest to me and I feel terrible !
So, I'm trying to reestablish my life by coming back here and with the help of my husband, doctors and coucelors. Step one of any problem is admitting there's a problem and that I'm powerless over it ......
Thank you so much for being here.....