After 7 years Alzheimers has finaly taken my mother from me. I feel lost at the moment and empty, I'm so glad we kept her at home.I have so much to say I cant speak for fear of a torrent of grief pouring out and scaring everyone else.so I'll hold onto it and let it out slowly a little at a time. And if I'm honest, I feel sorry for myself, my heart hurts and I have to live the rest of my life without her. I know time will heal and I will be ok but just now, tonight, im not. Is it ok at 54 to feel like an orphan?