My OH & I have always travelled extensively but the last two trips away have been disastrous & I can't go through that again. In June we've been invited to my closest friend's big anniversary but she lives overseas & I want to go on my own but I'm not sure how & where I can leave my OH. He has FTD & whilst he can hardly speak he is very aware of his surroundings & what is going on. He is very anxious and will barely let me out of his sight - he follows me everywhere & he frequently gets angry & violent although that has improved a bit since going on anti anxiety medication. I'm worried that if I do leave him he will be much worse & that I'll suffer for it on my return but I do desperately need a break. I have no help with his care. I've been doing this for 5 years now & I know my health is suffering. Does anyone have any advice or experience that might help me get a break away?