First time I've posted in this section, mum has had a chest infection at the nh for last 10 days and is not responding to antibiotics, we had the talk about me non wanting to admit her to Hosp, so yesterday and today I've been sat with her at her bedside. She's very rattly and not really conscious though drinking a little. I feel helpless and I don't want to be here but I do if anyone understands that.