Good evening. Yes I understand your language, often times I have had 'mood swings', at times I find it so frastrating, depress, for not remembering basic things, I'm been Dx with the early stages of AD & I'm medicated with Namenda XR 28 & Aricept 5 MG, thanks to my Higher Power, my dear wife, children & two adorable grandsons, professional help, AD & other support groups, I'm blessed, my situation could be worse, my loved ones & I are doing fine, I'm thankful to the Higher Power of my understanding 24/7 because today & now I could still reason, drive & do some errands, staying active & trying to have a sence of humor every day helps, I already made arrangements to "pass over all my finances issues" to my wife, I told her this morning from know you & I will drive our car in a rotation basis, ** for me taking deep breaths & exhauling very slowly helps & handing over to my Higher Power all my fears, be safe, best wishes & take care, One moment at a time & happy 24 hrs.,