I miss her more each day
Firstly thank you for your wonderful replies when I last posted a few weeks ago it has really been a terrible time and I am taking it a minute,hour,day at a time.
I feel as if my whole purpose in life has gone every minute of my days were planned and we had no time for any social life whatsoever.ive lost my best friend as well as mother and every part of the house acts as a reminder of mum.i am so used to being stuck in the house for weeks on end that even going to the shops seems overwhelming and I just want to get home but when I come home it's not the same any more.my mum was a beautiful woman who never once complained about her dreadful illness and deserved so much better respect and treatment than she received both in hospital and from the local doctor.i wrote a poem just before she died as she couldn't speak for herself here it is
I was young like you
A long time ago
It seems only yesterday
Where did the time go?
I once ran and laughed
And enjoyed life so
But now I'm old
And my body is weak
My mind gets fuddled
I can't always speak
But I'm here inside
I'm still a person you see
A mother and grandmother
I've got family
I have hopes and dreams
And feelings too
One day you'll understand
This will happen to you
Firstly thank you for your wonderful replies when I last posted a few weeks ago it has really been a terrible time and I am taking it a minute,hour,day at a time.
I feel as if my whole purpose in life has gone every minute of my days were planned and we had no time for any social life whatsoever.ive lost my best friend as well as mother and every part of the house acts as a reminder of mum.i am so used to being stuck in the house for weeks on end that even going to the shops seems overwhelming and I just want to get home but when I come home it's not the same any more.my mum was a beautiful woman who never once complained about her dreadful illness and deserved so much better respect and treatment than she received both in hospital and from the local doctor.i wrote a poem just before she died as she couldn't speak for herself here it is
I was young like you
A long time ago
It seems only yesterday
Where did the time go?
I once ran and laughed
And enjoyed life so
But now I'm old
And my body is weak
My mind gets fuddled
I can't always speak
But I'm here inside
I'm still a person you see
A mother and grandmother
I've got family
I have hopes and dreams
And feelings too
One day you'll understand
This will happen to you