I feel I can’t cope any longer with my husband who was diagnosed with Alzrimers three years ago. I love him so much but find myself argueing and disagreeing with him all the time. I know the problem is the illness not him but this makes me feel even more guilty and depressed. I was finding it difficult to cope before lockdown but now without all the support unavailable, I feel I .am falling apart. Every day is an endless cycle of frustration, anxiety, fear and guilt . My husband is a lovely mild mannered man but he seems to argue with and resent me no matter what I do these days. Sorry to sound so negative.