I give up.......

[BrianSausage]

So after posting earlier, I called mums NH for an update this evening and she’s been alert most of the day and eaten lunch and supper!!!

I am literally at my wits end. How can this be? She’s on a syringe driver and been asleep for 3 days and not eaten for 6 days!

I’m angry that the NH haven’t kept me informed today. I asked to be called with any change!

Nurse says it’s probably a rally.

I’ve now at mums bedside and she doesn’t know me. She’s chatting away about nonsense. Can’t make any sense of what she’s saying really. She’s babbling. I can make out the odd word, and she appears to be having a conversation with someone.

I think had to come over and see her as I couldn’t settle at home.

I really thought this was the end for mum, but it seems not.
I could cry for her, and me.

 

[Ostrich63]

I think I would do just that go home have a bath and a cry. You know the further into this journey I go I realise that no one knows anything, and to expect nothing more than what happens. Hugs to you.

 

[Izzy]

Have that cry. Sometimes it's just what we need to do.

 

[canary]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
It happens more often than you would suppose. Its a terrible roller coaster.

Have a cry, have a bath, go to bed, try and sleep.
See what tomorrow brings

 

[Ostrich63]

Thinking of you.

 

[Shedrech]

my heart goes out to you @BrianSausage
and to your mum
I hope you are able to relax tonight