After the visit from the CPN on Monday and a follow up call from her yesterday, she has contacted whoever and put in for a carers break for me which I'm hoping will be soon as I don't know how much longer I can cope with this, I've noticed this past few days he's got a lot worse and I've broken down and cried on more than one occasion which makes me weak (a 46 year old guy crying is not a pretty sight) I know this sounds selfish but I just want it to end so my ex partner will be free of this, it breaks my heart seeing him like this.