Oh Maisie, Im so sorry
I wasnt expecting that and from your posts I dont think you had been either
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I have been following your story @Maisie1 as my Mum went into a home six weeks ago and I too have been feeling conflicted about it however I am shocked to read your latest post.
I am so, so sorry to hear that your mother has passed away. What a shocking and tragic turn of events. She is at peace now. Please accept my condolences.