I have been a carer for 6 years now and love my job but now have started to care for my grandma in the past couple of years as my grandad passed away and Her alzhiemers has got worse. She has had it 4 years now. I know all there is to know about it as Iv been a carer for alzhiemers for 6 years and have had all the training but am finding it very tough with it being a family member. Everytime I leave I have that feeling of guilt should I have stayed longer? My grandma is constantly on my mind I don't have any time for my self as im always worrying about her which is getting me down. Then as her alzhiemers is progressing she has started to shout at me and be nasty, which I know happens with alzhiemers but as its my grandma im finding it very difficult and don't know how to go about it. She's become very nasty about family members, always calling them which gets me down. Does anyone have advice as im only 24 and it's really making my life a misery, my emotions are all over the place and im always feeling very down.