Hi,
You are going to think I am barking mad, BUT, since watching GMTV this morning and Fiona Phillips going on about her mum dying being a younger person with Alzheimers and dying at a young age and then going for tests to show what she is at risk of....I can't stop thinking about it.
My husband noticed i went quiet after watching the programme but I said nothing. Inside I was crying my eyes out in the fear of me getting it too. This sounds very selfish I know but I am terrified my life is going to be shortened due to this damn illness too.
All this crazy worry when I know I should be worrying for and trying to help my mum through it at the moment.
I though I'd managed to park those kind of thoughts but they just keep coming back. Anyone else feeling anything like this?
You are going to think I am barking mad, BUT, since watching GMTV this morning and Fiona Phillips going on about her mum dying being a younger person with Alzheimers and dying at a young age and then going for tests to show what she is at risk of....I can't stop thinking about it.
My husband noticed i went quiet after watching the programme but I said nothing. Inside I was crying my eyes out in the fear of me getting it too. This sounds very selfish I know but I am terrified my life is going to be shortened due to this damn illness too.
All this crazy worry when I know I should be worrying for and trying to help my mum through it at the moment.
I though I'd managed to park those kind of thoughts but they just keep coming back. Anyone else feeling anything like this?