since my gran died five weeks ago im not really coping ......i just feel so down ...im not sleeping very well and im hardly eating anything dont feel hungry .....cant stop bursting into tears... dont go out ....dont do much at all really .....when im at my lowest i think about ending it all ...got no interst in anything ....its so hard for me to accept she gone if she hadnt been put in that home she would still proberbly be here with me .....ive got no support ....my dad just keeps telling me to pull myslf together.....ive got no happy memories of my gran all i can remember is the state she was in when i went to see her at that home after i got a phone call from the social worker to say she wasnt well and the fact that they didnt get her the medical help she needed.....i had to get her to the hospital myself all i can remember is the manger saying i hope your gran picks up for you ....
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