hi guys
I am feeling so depressed I don't know what to do , I don't think I can accept my moms got dementia , that we found out recently , she is swearing now and being abusive and nasty to me , and now we have fell out and its made me depressed the way she is acting , I cant take it , I don't have any support I don't know where to go for it , social services don't really want to know my mother as they say she is abusive, she is 80 years old , she doesn't have no proper care or cleaning done for her , I have put my mom first before my house and family but it doesn't seem to be enough for her , now I am getting really frightened myself . when shes alright shes alright , she has a lovely home and I don't want her to go in a home as she will be very difficult sometimes to cope with with her demands , and she is a young 80 year old really , she has been throwing in my face for years that everything is my fault , shes going to dies because of me , and she has drummed that into my head and im scared for when she does die that I am going to hold that with me ,
and myself and my hubby have doen everything we possible can for her decorated taken her out shopping ect , I ma just in bed all day now I don't want to go out or do anything and I don't want to go to my moms im scared and I don't like it , what can I do ?
I am feeling so depressed I don't know what to do , I don't think I can accept my moms got dementia , that we found out recently , she is swearing now and being abusive and nasty to me , and now we have fell out and its made me depressed the way she is acting , I cant take it , I don't have any support I don't know where to go for it , social services don't really want to know my mother as they say she is abusive, she is 80 years old , she doesn't have no proper care or cleaning done for her , I have put my mom first before my house and family but it doesn't seem to be enough for her , now I am getting really frightened myself . when shes alright shes alright , she has a lovely home and I don't want her to go in a home as she will be very difficult sometimes to cope with with her demands , and she is a young 80 year old really , she has been throwing in my face for years that everything is my fault , shes going to dies because of me , and she has drummed that into my head and im scared for when she does die that I am going to hold that with me ,
and myself and my hubby have doen everything we possible can for her decorated taken her out shopping ect , I ma just in bed all day now I don't want to go out or do anything and I don't want to go to my moms im scared and I don't like it , what can I do ?