I have been the person my mum relies on her everything for years, even before her alzhiemers diagnoses. I was getting to the end of my capabilities just over a month ago and then she had a seizure and was been in hospital for a month. She was discharged on Monday back to home where she lives alone (Her choice). We discussed over the phone while she was in hospital that as I cannot be the only person she has to help her she would have some
Nice ladies coming in three times a day to give her medication and for company, she agreed, but within 5 mins has forgotten again. I understand how confused she must be with getting used to being back home and also having ladies come in which before she didn’t want ( because I have dropped everything to help her and my whole Life for the last 6/7 years has been planned about what she needs). The problem I am having is that just before bed she is phoning me up and either getting really cross with me for having her “watched” or last night phoning about 20 times and hanging up on me or laughing then hanging up. I haven’t slept properly for three nights and and feeling physically nauseous all the time. I have been crying on and off for three days with the stress, and just don’t know what to do. The care supervisor has been lovely and they have changed the length of visit and time to see if that helps and also listened to my meltdown last night. My mum’s mobility is good but her cognition is worse, without someone with her she doesn’t know what to do and then phones me to ask what she should be doing.
I really can’t see a way forward at the moment as when the carers are with her she tells them she has enjoyed their company and when are they coming back, then five minutes later (evening visit for tablets and company) she is phoning me saying she is useless and we’d be better off with her dead, and that we want her out of the way.
I didn’t go to see her yesterday as I was so upset, my husband went instead, but I don’t want her to think she’s been abandoned by me either.
She is getting up and showered before they come in the morning. We are moving the evening call forward to 6 today as she doesn’t like to get ready for bed while they are there. Also if I get calls tonight at least it will be earlier and I might get some sleep!
I will put on my happy face and go to visit this morning and then this afternoon to help get dinner ready in the hope that the more normal routine between carer visits might reassure her?
I am very much running on empty now and can’t see a way out.
Nice ladies coming in three times a day to give her medication and for company, she agreed, but within 5 mins has forgotten again. I understand how confused she must be with getting used to being back home and also having ladies come in which before she didn’t want ( because I have dropped everything to help her and my whole Life for the last 6/7 years has been planned about what she needs). The problem I am having is that just before bed she is phoning me up and either getting really cross with me for having her “watched” or last night phoning about 20 times and hanging up on me or laughing then hanging up. I haven’t slept properly for three nights and and feeling physically nauseous all the time. I have been crying on and off for three days with the stress, and just don’t know what to do. The care supervisor has been lovely and they have changed the length of visit and time to see if that helps and also listened to my meltdown last night. My mum’s mobility is good but her cognition is worse, without someone with her she doesn’t know what to do and then phones me to ask what she should be doing.
I really can’t see a way forward at the moment as when the carers are with her she tells them she has enjoyed their company and when are they coming back, then five minutes later (evening visit for tablets and company) she is phoning me saying she is useless and we’d be better off with her dead, and that we want her out of the way.
I didn’t go to see her yesterday as I was so upset, my husband went instead, but I don’t want her to think she’s been abandoned by me either.
She is getting up and showered before they come in the morning. We are moving the evening call forward to 6 today as she doesn’t like to get ready for bed while they are there. Also if I get calls tonight at least it will be earlier and I might get some sleep!
I will put on my happy face and go to visit this morning and then this afternoon to help get dinner ready in the hope that the more normal routine between carer visits might reassure her?
I am very much running on empty now and can’t see a way out.