holiday
hi helen
i've just scan read most of these posts to get to the end so i can reply, which i think will still be relevant.
firstly, the photos of alan do not tell the whole story. i admit that when i saw them, i thought how very much 'there' he seemed in his eyes, so could be tempted to think as others have suggested he can not be end stages. but i know how confusing it can be with 'stages'. when i read the 7 stage system a few months ago, steve was very obviously at stage 5 and on paper, more like stage 6 according to the definition. but if i told anyone this they would think i was mad. he still has his personality (contrary to his type of dementia), and it's purely practical things he can't do, ie, anything. but it's annoying when i want to pigeonhole him and the stage he's at (for my benefit) and it doesn't seem to match up with the whole picture from any text i read. i spoke to someone at the alzheimer's cafe a week ago who was told 5yrs re her hubby when diagnosed (age 55, also ftd) and he's only just gone in a home 20yrs later!
secondly, i had a 24hr break with the help of friends last weekend and enjoyed being off duty, so if you can, do it. even if only a short thing. it may be harder to settle back into routine if longer anyway and make you depressed (i thought that about myself when re-adjusting after only 24hrs).