Hi Snuffy, so pleased to hear from you, never feel you can't express your feelings here, we are all travelling the same path and know how hard it is. Sometimes it all gets too much, we all understand that and by talking to each other we get through the bad times. I blow a gasket regularly even now my mum has gone, I am still trying to sort her things and it often gets to me. I really am pleased you are back. Love, She. XX