Came back from my weeks respite today.
Walked into the house. and Peg gave me such a beautiful smile ,put out her arms to me and gave me a kiss.
She looked so pathetic and lost, sitting there and it really cracked me up,I had such a job holding back the tears.
She did not ask me where had I been,she had not missed me,she just said "you are good to me",just for a few flowers.
I have just read Connie's post in a similar vein,to understand the pain and the breaking heart one must have been there.
To love some one as much as I love Peg,creates moments of desperation.
I would willingly give up all that I have to have my Peg back again
If I believed that we would meet again wnen we leave this life, it would help,but I cannot accept that
I cannot tell whether my respite does me any good whether it makes life harder
I suppose getting more relief from the 24/7 chores mus t give the strength to carry on..
Norman
Walked into the house. and Peg gave me such a beautiful smile ,put out her arms to me and gave me a kiss.
She looked so pathetic and lost, sitting there and it really cracked me up,I had such a job holding back the tears.
She did not ask me where had I been,she had not missed me,she just said "you are good to me",just for a few flowers.
I have just read Connie's post in a similar vein,to understand the pain and the breaking heart one must have been there.
To love some one as much as I love Peg,creates moments of desperation.
I would willingly give up all that I have to have my Peg back again
If I believed that we would meet again wnen we leave this life, it would help,but I cannot accept that
I cannot tell whether my respite does me any good whether it makes life harder
I suppose getting more relief from the 24/7 chores mus t give the strength to carry on..
Norman