today has just gone from bad to worse.
it started with a phoned call from the sw to see if he could pop round to see how things was going, Edna was her usally self shouting and getting upset, during the chat dad reviled that last night he lost it with her and was going to phone me to see if I could go round to sort her out but before he got to the phone she pushed him one stepp to far and smacked her bum ho dear this did not go down well with the sw I don't know whats going to happen but hes not happy and thinks dad is on the edge of a break down. the sw has been saying for a while for my brother to come and take us all out to give dad a change, I had arrenged for him to take us to carsington waters for a trip out today, well he came we went but as we got there Edna poohed herself so I went to the toliets to change her as I had told dad to take spare clothes pads etc with us. as we came out of the toliet she then started with a panick attack shaking and crying where am I, filling her pants again so for we went to the lo again, we thought it would be better if we just went home so that upset my 7yr old she want to stay, so all the way home I had Edna one side smelling not to sweet as she did it again and my daughter the other crying, it took 1 hour to get home its the longest hour I've ever know. on return Edna happily said that was lovely I enjoyed that I didn't won't to come home AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
its got me so down I just won't to cry the one thing I have laent is not to take her out again.
sorry for ranting I am so fed up
it started with a phoned call from the sw to see if he could pop round to see how things was going, Edna was her usally self shouting and getting upset, during the chat dad reviled that last night he lost it with her and was going to phone me to see if I could go round to sort her out but before he got to the phone she pushed him one stepp to far and smacked her bum ho dear this did not go down well with the sw I don't know whats going to happen but hes not happy and thinks dad is on the edge of a break down. the sw has been saying for a while for my brother to come and take us all out to give dad a change, I had arrenged for him to take us to carsington waters for a trip out today, well he came we went but as we got there Edna poohed herself so I went to the toliets to change her as I had told dad to take spare clothes pads etc with us. as we came out of the toliet she then started with a panick attack shaking and crying where am I, filling her pants again so for we went to the lo again, we thought it would be better if we just went home so that upset my 7yr old she want to stay, so all the way home I had Edna one side smelling not to sweet as she did it again and my daughter the other crying, it took 1 hour to get home its the longest hour I've ever know. on return Edna happily said that was lovely I enjoyed that I didn't won't to come home AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
its got me so down I just won't to cry the one thing I have laent is not to take her out again.
sorry for ranting I am so fed up