Hello Pam. I don't come onto TP often these days, so I have just come across your thread.
My husband was put into respite care after he turned violent. Initially it was for a two week period to observe him and see if his medication was suitable with his level of need. The first 24 hours were a nightmare. He destroyed a door in his temper to escape.
"Fortunately" it was
"only" a cupboard door, but destructive all the same. That and a few other issues necessitated the medical staff in the dementia unit to advise permanent care. Although I had suspected this would be the case, it was ultimately my decision to make. After family discussions it was decided to agree with this suggestion. It would have been an inevitable course of action at some stage, and the doctors had strongly advised us to do it. It obviously broke my heart, and although they advised a stay of a week before I visited (whilst he settled) I waited ten days, as I was struggling with lack of sleep and all the other things that were needed done. I was pleasantly surprised to see him well dressed, clean (he hadn't wanted to shower at home) and obviously well fed. He was neither happy or upset to see me, something which 4 months in hasn't changed.
I was very fortunate that his daycare facility took him to the unit, and I had taken his clothes, toiletry items etc before he arrived and they were all packed away in his room by the time he arrived.
As for when it comes time to leave, I just say "I'll just go to the loo, and I'll be back in a minute", He just nods and I disappear.The staff have to let you in and out with their number on the keypad, and they have a laugh about my supposed bladder problem.
Good luck Pam - this journey isn't easy, but we all know and understand what you are going through.
Cyber
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