OH was diagnosed with dementia in late November 2019, although the signs had been there for probably a couple of years before that at least. He found it hard to accept the diagnosis and was very secretive about it for some months. He has deteriorated very quickly and we found it necessary to find him respite care, just to give me a break. Family are very supportive, but he is very demanding and controlling, especially with me. The happy, smiling man I have been married to for over 50 years has vanished and been replaced most of the time by this grumpy, sarcastic, miserable person who looks just like him; this 'version' has been pacing the floor for most of the afternoon every day, hiding keys and correspondence as a 'punishment' if he doesn't get the answer he wants and refusing to wash himself or change his clothes There are occasional flashes of the man I married, but are few and far between. He is currently in respite care, and I am relieved that I do not have the 24/7 care responsibility at least for a time. I am struggling with my emotions - he is feeling scared and alone where he is currently living and probably doesn't understand a lot of what is going on around him, and I feel guilty in some ways that this is what I am putting him through. Is this a common reaction?
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