Maybe that's a daft question, maybe its just me. Mum is in an EMI Nursing Home. I should be picking up the threads of my life job hunting and slotting back into a more normal existence, but I'm not. I don't feel ready to be the normal person. I feel like I flicked a switch and paused life when I gave up work to care for mum and now I'm blessed if I can motivate myself to flick that switch back. I suspect that makes me bone idle, a thought I'm not comfortable with, but how do I shake the lethargy?