This is a problem I face every time I visit my Dad who is in care back in the NE of England. I go to see him one weekend a month and invariably one of the 2 days visiting is taken up with him telling me that 'they' (the staff) won't tell him where my Mam is living but that he knows she's somewhere else in the City and that he doesn't know why 'they' won't allow them to be together and go bac to their house.
My Mam passed away in Sept 2011
At first I used to try to gently tell him that she had passed away, that simply led to floods of tears, denial, anger , and remorse that he hadn't been at her funeral (He was there but simply doesn't recall it). As time has passed I've now grown used to adopting diversionary tactics and simply moving the conversation on elsewhere without really addressing his questions or telling him that she's no longer with us.
It's not easy and feels like I'm being deceitful but I know it would simply be forgotten within the hour and all that pain would be for no benefit.
Although it's an approach I felt uneasy with at first I know now in my heart that it's the right one , but there are times when he's spoken to me on the phone and I've simply lied and said I'll get in touch with her for him - that's the time it hurts the most.
My Mam passed away in Sept 2011
At first I used to try to gently tell him that she had passed away, that simply led to floods of tears, denial, anger , and remorse that he hadn't been at her funeral (He was there but simply doesn't recall it). As time has passed I've now grown used to adopting diversionary tactics and simply moving the conversation on elsewhere without really addressing his questions or telling him that she's no longer with us.
It's not easy and feels like I'm being deceitful but I know it would simply be forgotten within the hour and all that pain would be for no benefit.
Although it's an approach I felt uneasy with at first I know now in my heart that it's the right one , but there are times when he's spoken to me on the phone and I've simply lied and said I'll get in touch with her for him - that's the time it hurts the most.