I have been reading through threads and can feel empathy for and support from many of the things said. My OH is in very early stages following diagnosis and delights in telling everyone including the GP he is 'on top of the world'. GP has agreed to support his request for an assessment licence from DVLA after his licence was revoked and he is now proudly telling everyone he will have his licence back in week! I know advice is to go along with random thought processes etc but the mean spirited and spiteful turn of his tongue on me has me constantly on edge. I can't do anything I right, after 30+ years of marriage suddenly I can't cook, clean or look after him and I generally do nothing. I work and look after birds and animals he has insisted on having over the years. To be honest, and I am sure this will shock and offend you, I don't want to do it any more. If I feel like this at this early stage how on earth am I going to cope in the future. What a cruel person I must be to want to walk away but I do. I can't seem to feel that he still loves me and it is just the illness.