We put a covert camera in mum's room because the last few months something didn't feel right about mum's care.
I saw some of the video today and I can't get the images out of my head.
I never imagined my mum would be put through this, not intentional cruel abuse but extreme poor care causing her so much distress and fear - let alone loss of dignity.
I can't tell my family as they will get angry and do something stupid to the carers- and I don't want family hurting like I am as they can't fix this.
I don't know what to do. I can't get the images and my guilt out of my head so I can do something to get mum out of this situation.
I wouldn't be able to cope to bring mum back home - she went into care because I couldn't manage the care any more. But I can't face mum being there another night after what I have seen. I don't know how to be adult about this so I am crying like a little child. She shouldn't have to go through this, no one should.
How do you unsee what you have seen.
I saw some of the video today and I can't get the images out of my head.
I never imagined my mum would be put through this, not intentional cruel abuse but extreme poor care causing her so much distress and fear - let alone loss of dignity.
I can't tell my family as they will get angry and do something stupid to the carers- and I don't want family hurting like I am as they can't fix this.
I don't know what to do. I can't get the images and my guilt out of my head so I can do something to get mum out of this situation.
I wouldn't be able to cope to bring mum back home - she went into care because I couldn't manage the care any more. But I can't face mum being there another night after what I have seen. I don't know how to be adult about this so I am crying like a little child. She shouldn't have to go through this, no one should.
How do you unsee what you have seen.