Mum has recently been diagnosed with a dementia. She is going for urgent brain scan asap. I feel that i need to spend time with her, for the time being she knows who i am. Im finding it increasingly difficult as it breaks my heart to see her this way...i want to think of her the way i used to but its just so painful. I think im afraid to feel the pain as it makes me fear for what the future holds. I have tried to come on here 3 times today but have had to come out as its been so painful. I hope that coming on here will help me cope with my pain so i can spend some quality time with Mum before its too late.